::Sniff::
im reali depressed now... haiz... i miss ijbt so much... i miss all my fwenz.. things rnt da same animore... i feel lyk pouring my thots out... but to hu? haiz...
i noe i stil can confide in u guys... but... its diff... i min... haiz... too mani hings hold too mani memories... & i feel lyk cryin rite now... u noe how hard it is to hold back my tears... esp when i noe i have to go on in life...
(cjm, dus dis ans ur question of y i was so quiet in da bus?)
i've tried to completly stop listening to "fwenz 4ever" by vitamin c... but... i noe i carn kip runnin away frm it... todae on da mornin skool bus... when i was listening to my mp3... i came across tt song... i hesitated to change da song... i noe someday, i'd have to face it... it kept on playing... & i cried... it brought back so many memories... both of sorrow & joy.. it hurt... it reali hurt... i knew it was all in da past... & nothing can bring it back...
not now... not ever...
haiz...
im sry... i noe i shldnt be tokin abt dis... its unair to 1g2... esp when our theme is fairness... but i carn help it... haiz...
hapi early b'dae to unice... i moz prob carn go online on mon... so i wish u a hapi b'dae now... & gd luck 4 ur test... im so sry unice & cheryl... i din get u guys anith... but dere's one th i can giv u... tts de reassurence tt i'll always be here when u nid mi...